Episode Two: Doomed to Repeat

Emily reads an essay about a drunk accident while withdrawing from Klonopin.

Episode One: First Drink

Emily's first interview goes completely sideways. Unsalvageable audio leaves her frustrated. She finishes the episode reading an essay called "First Drink".

Episode Zero: Botch Job

Listen to Emily introduce the project and botch her first attempt at podcasting.

Episode Two: Doomed to Repeat

Episode One: First Drink

Episode Zero: Botch Job

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